It has been quite a while since I’ve posted, but I have been extremely busy. Life has changed and I am happier now than I ever have been, but there are still a few things that I have to work out in my world…
It’s funny how the heart can fool the mind into believing things that are not quite true. The battle between heart and mind is one that has long been fought by men and women both young and old. It is a battle that will be fought for years into the future because the sad truth is…what the heart wants, the mind knows better than to have.
I find myself in this predicament. My heart is racing at the very mention of your name but my mind keeps composure as it tells me not to go towards that road. You don’t help me at all by playing the game my heart believes it can win. You tell me fables of how you love and how your heart longs to be with mine, but you are not an available man. You wear someone else on your arm and carry her heart with you, and yet you still seek to hold mine. My mind reminds me of the truth as my heart spends days dreaming of you. The truth is that if you were longing for me, much the way my heart longs for you, there would be no obstacle between us.
So I spend my days battling the line between the truth and a fantasy that may never become. You hold the power to our lives in your hands and I’m just waiting for the next play of the game. In the mean time, “there’s nothing that I wouldn’t do, to make you feel my love.”
